Me and Nathalie putiando. :)

Natalya and I.

Nat and me.

So today I was talking to my mother and grandma on a conference call, we caught up and exchanged cheery little “Happy New Years!” Then my grandmother asked if I had a special fellow for tonight. I said, no, but that I had my eye on a glorious man. She inquired and I told her that he played for the Florida Panthers, his number is 44, and his name was Erik. She laughed and I said, “Excuse me, don’t you know that everything I want, I get?” She said that’s true and that I SHOULD set my goals high. I told her she’d find out about us when I send her an invitation to our wedding, lol.

If you’re bored and would like to mess with someone, call or text (941) 565-9560. He obviously doesn’t know when to stop.

Since I’ve got a new Laptop i thought about giving this little baby away

• no i don’t want to sell it on ebay etc. cause i don’t need that money
• i just want to make someone happy

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So…

I don’t usually have any nightmares, except for a recurring one that happens every now and then. However, this particular nightmare was a little too real and I really wanted to write it down before I forgot about it.

I had decided to quit my job, sell all my unimportant belongings and move up North. I couldn’t tell where I was exactly, but there was snow. I settled into my new house, had started looking for a job, things were slowly falling into place. Here’s where things started to get weird. I would be sleeping in my bedroom, but I could see through the eyes of someone watching me as I slept. I would awake to strange noises outside, but find no one. Things started to get worse. I found myself wanting to move back to Miami and get away from the craziness. One night I was sitting in the kitchen crying. I remember thinking, “You’ve completely messed up. You had it all and you chose to throw it away. And for what? You’re being followed, can’t sleep or eat. It’s too late, this isn’t a bad dream that will go away. You’re stuck here.” Cut to me sleeping again, once more being watched silently. I wake up and can’t shake the feeling of certain doom. Deciding maybe a shower will help, I make my way to the bathroom, undress and get in to the shower, letting the hot water wash over me. When I pull back the curtain, there is a tall man standing before me. I scream and try to hit him, but he dodges and grabs my arm pulling me to him. We fall down, me on top of him. I knee him in the stomach and make a run for it, only to be grabbed by my ankle and yanked down, hitting my chest on the floor hard. I try to crawl away, but he regains his composure and drags me back, flipping me over and pinning me down. He brings his face close to mine, a sinister smile spreading over his lips. I’m crying silently, hoping this is a bad dream I will awake from any minute now. He grabs my hair and holds my head in place. He then proceeds to pull out a knife. My eyes go wide as the silver blade rises above his head. Before I can even react, he stabs me. I lie there, watching my blood ooze out of me and my last moments blurring together. Things switch now and I see through his eyes as he stands up, grabs my unconscious body and carries me outside. The ground is covered in perfect blanket of snow. He walks through the woods, looking down at my face and smiling. He reaches a lake lit up by the full moon. Putting me down so that my body is leaning next to his, he cradles my face and kisses me softly on the lips. Then he lifts my body up again and walks into the water until it has reached his thighs. He slowly slips my body into the water and watches me sink…

I wake up right before I drown.

So I haven’t seen any scary movies or anything about drowning, being raped, stabbed, stalked, etc. I honestly have no idea where this came from, it was pretty crazy and so real. I was panicking the whole time because I knew it wasn’t a dream. When I woke up I was so relieved I actually heard the Hallelujah Chorus, lol…

Whenever I’m feeling irritated or just fed up with people, I read textsfrombennett and it just turns everything right around. :)

Day 9

:D and ;)

Day 10

I’m very vindictive.

Day 8

1. Light eyes.

2. Intelligence.

3. Sense of humor.

Day 7

1. Bad breath.

2. Liars.

3. Immaturity.

4. Unintelligence.

Day 6

1. Mom

2. Natalya

3. Ileana

4. Jio

5. Alex

Have some catching up to do… :/

Day 3

1. Have a great sarcastic sense of humor.

2. Do little things that make me smile.

3. Have intelligence and the ability to carry deep conversations.

4. Be spontaneous.

5. Being mature and responsible.

6. Have a sense of adventure.

7. Show me I mean something to you and that I’m yours.

8. Push my hair out of my face and kiss me like there’s no tomorrow.

Day 4

1. Him.

2. Seeing snow again.

3. This impossible heat all year-round.

4. Music.

5. Improving myself.

6. Traveling.

7. Sex.

Day 5

1. Dated two specific people.

2. Dropped out of college.

3. Taken the fall for you.

4. Befriended a few people.

5. Lost it to you.

6. Moved from Hialeah.

Day 2

1. I adore white tigers and penguins.

2. As cliche as it is, I love roses.

3. I’m utterly fascinated by the paranormal.

4. I’m very OCD… My besties know this firsthand.

5. I love to teach and learn, but hate studying or being in school.

6. I never tire of driving. I have a passionate love affair with it and a bit of a dark past as well.

7. I need to learn to truly speak my emotions, bad most importantly.

8. I died when I was 7. Seriously. I drowned and was brought back to life. After this I was rewarded with the gift of being a medium.

9. My favorite perfume is Candies. Something about the scent makes me happy.

1. I love you so much and not a day goes by that I don’t miss you.

2. You need to not exist. Just die already.

3. You’ve become very special to me recently and I value you greatly.

4. You need to be in my life. Here. Not there.

5. You’ve changed dramatically and frankly I don’t care for you anymore.

6. I could use your wise words and love right about now.

7. I’m really sorry I never got to tell you just how much you meant to me.

8. I don’t quite get what you’re up to, but you’re barking up the wrong tree.

9. I seriously need to make time to see you. I’ve taken you for granted.

10. Grow a pair, appreciate me and treat me better.